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Monday, April 30

The blue boy's story.


                The boy knew the moment he confessed to the girl that nothing will ever change, he knew his boundaries, he knew she was not like the other girls, he knew she was not that easy and he thinks he became more confident of his feelings, and that there he was wrong.
                It created a gap, an invisible distance between the two of them. The boy did not understand what had happened, until he finally confronted her and asked what was all about, and everything the girl unleashed the words of discouragement that was stabbing the boy’s spirit and heart. He then understands what was happening and at the same time confused, he was thinking of the moves he made and realize that he went too far, but he was never surprised that could, It is because in that way he understood more of that girl, knowing her more. 
                That was the very reason of the boy’s moves; he wants to understand what kind of girl she was. As the boy understands her more, the more he is less attracted to her.  But, because of that he had desired to understand her more and more, until he realizes it is pointless and worthless.
                They had once become friends again, but there were also times they are not in good terms. In fact, the boy was tired and sick of it, and so he never hoped to get closer to her. They may have good times together, but It just become a hole, empty and meaningless. There was neither bond nor intimacy, there were more like acquaintances, nothing more.

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